Ytd my mum said this to mi, '' my health is not as gd as before, anything happen, u gt to tk care of yrself.'' Then nxt i will sure say, ''aiyo, y u always said this, wont la''.

I know that, that day will come coz eventually everyone gt to leave this world one day.

I reali cant imagine and i'll breakdown.

Although, we keep sayin ''cherish the person before it's too late'' but when that person leave this world, You will still feel that you have nt done enough for him/her because you love them.

At times, i will think that if i realise it earlier that study is so impt to the future. I will study hard during my secondary sch coz i took the longest path to poly. If nt right nw, i'm permanently workin and give my mum a better life as they are gettin older and older each passing day and u will nv know when it is the last.

Now, i still gt another 1.5 years before i graduate. Actually i enjoy studyin then workin and i dun wish time to fly so fast as i dun wan to step into the workin society but nw... I want to faster graduate and work.

I noticed that my bro and I have one thing which is in common. The thing is we'll gt angry wif the one we love when he/she gt hurt.

I remembered i gt angry wif someone before coz he's sick. The reason behind is you see him feelin so awful and you cant do anything. So i'll tend to gt angry wif him for nt takin care of himself. I noe this way of lovin someone is wrong but cant control also.

As for my bro, ytd my mum gt a knock on her head coz of the toilet door that fallen out. Before that my bro instructed my mum nt to touch it and my mum ignored his words. When he noe abt it, he ring mi up and asked if mum was alrite.( v.weird, he cannot ask themself meh, i tink he's shy) and he angrily sayin my mum for ignoring his words and touch the door.

No wonder we are siblings. =)