Qianhui's

Thursday, July 30, 2009

If u let mi to choose what to be in my next life, i will choose to be a non-living thing. I dun wan to feel the sadness and pain, though at times, there are heartfelt moments but compare to sadness and pain, it seems small.

These two days are pretty sucky for mi.

Ytd was a full day as we are all preparing for our PMKT proj which was already presented today. I reached hm at 9pm plus, im dead beat bt i cant slp as i still have undone proj. This makes mi v.moody and pek chek.

As for today, MORE SUCKY. Had some arguement wif my fren just becuase of an action ''CARE''.

Im feelin pissed, maybe you may tink tt i shldnt even feel this way.

Do you noe hw pissed is it when you msg the person to ask abt hw's her back and she give some fuckin reply juz because my msg came 1 day late. I can understand the feelin of you feelin vulnerable and yet nobody care but everyone gt their things and stuffs to busy wif and at times, will tend to forget. I noe you will say if u care for tt person you wont forget. Bt hello, nt everyone is the same okay. Different people have differernt kind of character, im nt tt kind of person who will always remember to msg my fren juz because whatever thing happen. I will onli msg if tt person cross my mind. And the fuckin shit is i did msg is nt tt i nv msg at all, this reali pissed mi off.

As what i said, maybe im reali nt up to the expectation of being your friend.

Btw, the words that you said is reali v.hurting.

''When people at their lowest point, they tend to see people around them v.clearly''

This is what you said to your 10 years friend juz because of a ''CARE'' that came late by 1 day.

NICE.

In every one's heart, there is always a ranking and in the first place, there's onli 1 person. There cant be 2 person in the first place. This is life, juz gt to accept it. Im accepting it too.

Dun tell mi u have 3 bestie and all are in the first place, there are sure some variation.

1:24 AM I have blogged my feeling @