Qianhui's

Sunday, March 08, 2009

I'm feelin sux nw & of coz i noe why. It's onli a small matter & i'm actually bothered by it & i seriously think that this world is unfair esp in a r/s, no matter hw hard or nice the other person is tryin to be or show, the person may nt feel for him/her bt instead will feel for someone who is nt tt gd, all coz of feeling. I'm nt talkin abt myself bt i do tink tis way. I'm a sensitive person & i do tink alot, sometime i cant even stand myself for thinkin tt muz, bt who can help.? NOBODY.!!! Dear would always said my thinking is v.childish & ask mi to grow up, sometime he would say i'm mad. At times, i dun blame him for sayin tt.

Sighs, =(((((((

Izzit the time to wake up???? Wake up wake up, i had been slpin for nearly 1 yr. Dear dun wan to see mi like tt, neither do i want to see myself like tt. I dunno hw & what to do, i dun like the feelin nw.I dun wan to keep thinkin abt the same prob every day, it keep haunting mi & i juz cant gt rid of it. I juz wan it to be settle asap bt i noe it's impossible. Or the easy way out, u tell mi what shld i do..

IF onli... i'm gng shanghai tml, i will abandon all my sadness behind & enjoy the study trip, it will be a 1mth plus trip.

Talk about something happy, Dear gt in NP, business studies. =) & celebrating adrian's bday on fri.

Friday 060308

Thank god, there was nt onli the four of us. We giving him a bday surprise by calling all of his close colleague, initially onli one agreed & we thought of cancellin it bt lucky we didnt coz in the end all turn up except for one who was reservist. And he is a funny fellow, we went amk kboz wif all his close colleague and he didnt even ask why & juz follow us, a normal person would out of curiousity would ask why bt he didnt, so i tink maybe he's abnormal. It was a success one coz he's reali surprised by it.

Saturday 070803

Our cycling outing was cancelled, so went MS wif dear to catch the movie '' Marley & Me'', for e movie, i used 3 tissue, gng to four bt i juz cant accept the fact tt i used so many tissue for a movie so i dun wan to tk the 4th tissue. After which went K-ing wif kl, li shan & shu hui & had our girl's talk after tt, we were so engross in it until we forgot the time, by the time i see my phone, it's alr 11.45pm so i took NR hm, it's been such a long long long since i took NR, the journey back hm is v.long which made mi wants to slp.

I want tis mickey mouse, it's v.unique, like make of LV. so i asked dear to use $1 to catch it, bt i noe the possibililty of catchin it is v.slim, bt juz try lo, in the end, he reali caught the air.

Gd nites.

Bon Voyage gals.!!! =) My heart will join u all at shanghai.

Behind every smiling face, there's untold sadness.

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