Qianhui's

Monday, December 29, 2008

Time check in - 6.55am.

I'm too pek check to slp nw. The heart is exploding.

I dunno hw to say, juz alot of mixed feeling..dear i juz feel tt ur being ridiculous to feel unhappy for such a small thing. Although, i had said sorry bt tt doesnt mean i admit tt im in e wrong, i juz dun wan to quarrel wif u. & ur like keep comparing me to the times when we juz started, do u noe tt, it's e same as tkin mi to compare wif another person. =.=

After last nite, i tried to be more careful & maybe more ''gd temper'' so as nt to make u unhappy, bt haven even 24hrs, ur unhappy wif mi again.

M i reali so lousy or NOW u cant even stand mi even if i made a v.small mistake. Maybe as u said, i'm e reason for u to become like tt.

Whenever things happened between us be which in the middle of e nite when all of u r slpin or in the early morning when all of u haven wake up, i would called Mr Elson although i noe ur slpin, i couldnt wait till e afternoon when everyone of u wake up. Pai seh.

P.S: Dear, Pls dun feel unhappy after readin tis post.

Relationship & Loving someone is so tiring. Sometimes v.strong, sometimes v.weak.

Wan to let go - cant bear to,

Together - unhappy, so many probs.

5hrs of slp, hope it's enough to last e whole day.

6:55 AM I have blogged my feeling @