Thursday, August 07, 2008
Again.
I wan to have more CONFIDENT in myself. dun wish to feel inferior. Pls grant my wish..
Had been feelin sad for a long time..nth can reali made mi happy..even if i smile or laugh, i also find it fake..bt during e chalet, i told myself i had to sort out my thinking.. n i had done it.. was feelin gd tis few days and no emo for mi..until 00.14am.. 我的病又回来了... !!!!! i can feel those unhappiness. n i called wl, i cant keep probs in my heart, will explode..n she did cheer mi up..thanks.. =) juz went to read one of my clsmate blog, feel more sad readin it..n realise tt..people behaviour is often based on the perception of wt reality is and nt reality itself.. what we always seen may nt be e truth..she might be laughin happily bt deep inside she is cryin..
Had been feelin sad for a long time..nth can reali made mi happy..even if i smile or laugh, i also find it fake..bt during e chalet, i told myself i had to sort out my thinking.. n i had done it.. was feelin gd tis few days and no emo for mi..until 00.14am.. 我的病又回来了... !!!!! i can feel those unhappiness. n i called wl, i cant keep probs in my heart, will explode..n she did cheer mi up..thanks.. =) juz went to read one of my clsmate blog, feel more sad readin it..n realise tt..people behaviour is often based on the perception of wt reality is and nt reality itself.. what we always seen may nt be e truth..she might be laughin happily bt deep inside she is cryin..
Sigh, i hate tis feelin... Yr comment do affect mi..v.hard...
btw. im sad, wl happy.. im happy, she sad.. aiyo..bt nw im sad, she is nt happy..so nt true ah..
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